What's On My Mind

Well it is that time of year again, the time where finals are approaching and I get stressed. My mind has been racing with a million thoughts lately, and some of them are ones that get me thinking more. Like why is it that the girls I know can get a million dates, but I cannot even get one? I have thought a lot about this, and honestly I have no answer to that question. I am true to myself, and try to be the best person I can be, and if you ask me that should be good enough for people. I also have been questioning school, I know that I want to go into Aerospace Engineering but why is it that generals kill me? Seriously these classes aren't hard, and I  know that I know the material but when I receive my tests scores back they never reflect that.

In some notes the other day, I wrote get your butt into gear. I realized I hadn't been the best student I know I can be. I tend to get lost in trying to make friends, and have a life. I am working on balancing the two things out, I know that being with people is lots of fun but dedicating a few hours to homework is a good thing to do.

My life has been a party lately. A couple of weeks ago I had my final marching band concert of the year, I can't imagine it being better than it was, well maybe if some of my friends and my entire family actually came could make it better. Thanksgiving Break came and went, I also got to watch the Aggies become the WAC Champions in football. That football game was so chill and I wouldn't have changed anything about it.I have done some spontaneous things such as letting one of my roommates curl my hair, but blue in my hair, drag our mattresses downstairs to have a sleep over and most recently had a glitter fight...that wasn't so awesome but definitely not normal for my life.

My mind may be racing, and I may be questioning my life but I definitely cannot let that keep me from having fun. I know that we all struggle with who are at some point in our lives, and the best way to figure out who we are is try being our best selves.

Here is some picture evidence, of some of the random adventures in my life.

Sleepover!

Curled Hair!

Blue hair. oh ya!!

After my band concert, I didn't die!

A Juleea Mouse?