Truth Is

Well like any other girl my age I just want to be asked on dates, and all that jazz. Truth is that doesn't happen to me, and lately it has been rough. Sunday some boys came over and basically just ranted about how they are done with girls, and my two roommates and I were just like "no one asks us on dates". We weren't looking for pity, we were just saying the sad truth. Why do boys just quit instead of asking someone new, or going out of their comfort shell to get to know someone else. I know that I am not the most girly girl ever, probably not the most beautiful, I don't have a whole lot to offer either. I do know that if someone just gave me a change I would try my hardest to be the best person I can be. No one wants to give me that chance, so I guess I will have to keep up the great relationship that I do have with my pillow...that is just a joke from one night where we just wanted some people to cuddle with, and I remarked that at least I will always have my pillow.

I know that sometimes I can get a little overboard with my texting, or questions and maybe seem a little needy. In reality I just want people to invite me to things, and to not have to be the one always inviting everyone to do things. When I ask a question, and one that isn't completely dumb all I want is a simple answer. Ignoring me doesn't do anything but make me worry, which leads to me freaking out about what I possibly could have done. I am going to work on not being so "annoying" and try to just keeps things to the necessities. I know that we all need to work on some things, it is just easier when people are upfront about things instead of just assuming you know everything.

Truth is I love who I am, and maybe one day other people will realize that. For now I guess I will just have to accept that people are shallow, and keep on being nice to everyone, so I know that I am at least helping myself be of service to others.

I got a new coat!

This songs kind represents how I feel on the matter of love...but I also just really enjoy this whole album.